We had a serious conversation about whether or not I am going to move to Japan. I have been suffering from an amazing amount of stress at the thought of moving to Japan. Tanner hasn't been doing research or making resumes. I feel like it is all up to me. If I don't motivate us we won't be successful. This is especially frustrating because I don't even want to live in Japan. I only want to go because it is important to Tanner.
So for now we've decided that I can keep all my options open. That includes not going with Tanner to Japan.
We've also decided that Tanner needs to do all the planning and all the networking. I need a break.
If I don't go to Japan it will really change what happens to us the rest of this year and next. We didn't want to live apart again. It means that I need to start thinking about what kind of jobs I am looking for as well.
A lot of tough choices.
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